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well all its tuesday and i am here in the library during homeroom
trying to not be so damn depressed thing are gettin harder for me not only at home but at school its crazy but yet i still
sit and think about that one person that i miss and it is jus driving me crazy i was happy with him untill we broke up and
he went with her and it jus hurts so damn badly inside that i wish i could jus die he hurt me and now i got to live with the
pain of being depressed and tryin to kill myself my parents are so worried about me they jus dont know what to do i rufuse
to be on a anti depressant and i rufuse to have counseling cause i feel that if this is the way i want to end my life then
this is the way i want to end it all i can say is friends dont remain in the past do not remember me cause to some people
im not worth being around and some time in the future i will see you and i will be with you again till that day i love yall
who have been a great friend and to those who have hurt me or jus blew me off to be with HIM live with the past and
look to see what you have done to me and live with it and jus know that i could never forgive you for it till the day that
i take that last breath
and jus know SHAWN that i still love you with all my heart and im
so so sorry that it had to come to this
well it is now a few months after all this childish stuff has gone
on i have found someone that i love and loves me back I droped out of school for a while to straighten my life out but
i did finally get anti deppressants and get some help it has help me be strong and not to let anyone bring me down like
people have done in the past i found the real me deep down inside thanks to the people that helped make that happen.......
well hmm i jus turned 18 the other day what a suprise i am finally of age lol yeah its not that excting it was jus another
day lol anyway well all im out to get some shut eye before my next class peace out
There`z
been a few timez
where i wanted to die
but yOu can`t give up
even if all you can do is cry
if »they« see they
got yOu,
they think they got yOu beat
swallOw yOur tearz
stand up On your twO feet
shOw them u wOn`t give
up
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Hope is the thing...
Hope is
the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept
so many warm.
I've heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It
asked a crumb of me.Those who are proud, have false pride
Those who are loud,
must have lied
Those who are fraud, themselves fried
Those light as cloud, easily glide
What hurts the most...
You want to know what hurts the most?
Not losing him, not that he likes one of my friends
Not
the way we embraced, not the way we held hands
The thing that hurts the most is my heart
It holds the memories that
make it ache
SCARED TO LOVE....
I wanted to love you,
But I was just too scared.
Haunted by the past,
That always
seemed to reappear.
I tried my best to run and hide,
But I just couldn't get you off my mind.
Should I give
love a second chance?
Or am I just wasting my time?
You promised you were different,
But so did the rest.
Then
you looked into my eyes,
And I knew you had passed the test.
So I took a chance,
and fell deeply in love.
Maybe
this is what I've been looking for,
That special kind of love from above.
God, how can this be true?
Everything
is happening so fast.
But something keeps telling me,
I've found true love at last.
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